Rasa

Sejak kapan rasa itu ada.

Sejak saat itu.

Lalu kapan rasa itu hilang.

Ketika kita menghendakinya pergi.

Terbang, Datang, dan Pergi.

Kupu-kupu datang atas nama cinta.
Meski ranting tak mendapat kabar berita,
Kukirimkan merpati putih sebagai pertanda;

Bisikan bulan yang merindu,
Menyambut tatapan bintang yang tersendu

Dan tak lagi untuk yang lain,
Sampai degup ini terhenti.
Ketika usang menyampaikan,
Yang tak sempat tersampaikan.

A//
December, 28th 2014
-Azmeirina-

Seteguk Suap

Satu persatu kaki melangkah
Menjajal sejuknya pagi di pinggir kota
Dan tak sedikit yang berani mengadu nasib
Demi sesuap nasi dan seteguk air.

Peluh pun tak kuasa menahan hasratnya
Dan terus saja membanting dirinya
Membanjiri ciptaan-Nya yang tertatih
Memberi kesan lunglai pada yang punya.

Namun ternyata peluh bukanlah apa,
Pada apa yang menjadikannya segala.

A//

December, 19th 2014

-Azmeirina-

Oktober.

Musim Gugur.

Ketika aku, kau, bertemu,

Kata mereka, kita satu.
Kata dunia, kita padu.

Tapi kataku, kita keliru.




A//
October, 13th 2014
-Azmeirina-

Mind and Soul

"Surtout, pense pas de mal de moi de mon romantisme. T'aimer, si fort toujours si lain dans la folie tu vois" 

Ill-usion

I went to the station,
Looking out for someone that I had been waiting for
I saw them was sitting right there,
With those curious face that I hadn't seen for so long

It was 9 am until the train came to the station
They took my hand, protected me from anybody who seemed scary, and helped me getting into the train

I was feeling like a group of trashes inside the train
It was full and so everybody couldn't even make a move
Despite of feeling insecure, all of a sudden I felt so comfy
Their arms were linking into my body,
I was feeling protected, comfy, or even more than loved
Call me an old-fashioned, but I had never felt this way before
Never been this comfy, never been this loved..
So time went by as those warm hugs made felt like disorientation 

We were arrived at the final station
We stepped out from the train, walked down the never-ending stairs at the station
I didn't mind with my foots, legs
What's not to love about walking with your fav ones?
If there were 100 stairs at that time, I would like to add 1000 more stairs so I could be more enjoying the time we were holding each other

But then I slipped the stairs, I fell so hard until I couldn't open my eyes for a while
It was totally dark, and I was like sleeping that time
As I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by lot of people, asking if I was okay
Ignoring their question, I asked them back whether they saw the one who walked with me or not
They told me that I was walking down the stairs alone

People kept telling me I'm pale and frail
I felt confuse with what was happened that time
Those face that I saw at the first station, those hand that hold me tight at the train, those people that spinning on my mind 
I wondered and asked myself who were they, why even their touch I can't let go
And suddenly something hardly stabbed my chest, I couldn't see but I could feel it, something called intuition
Made me realize that all I had done was just my own illusion.

A//cd
December, 16th 2014
-Azmeirina-

Ibu Kota

Aku melangkah menyusuri jalanan

Bertatap muka dengan pekatnya asap ibu kota

Meski hati tak sudi setengah mati

Meski dada terasa pekak pun lelah

Setapak demi setapak kuhadapi, karena ini konsekuensi

Pagi pun tak sejuk

Malam pun tak dingin

Hati pun tak puas

Seluruhnya berjuang disini,

Tak kenal waktu

Halal, haram, tak jadi pandangan

Demi segenggam kehidupan akan masa depan

A//

December, 15th 2014

-Azmeirina-