Looking out for someone that I had been waiting for
I saw them was sitting right there,
With those curious face that I hadn't seen for so long
It was 9 am until the train came to the station
They took my hand, protected me from anybody who seemed scary, and helped me getting into the train
I was feeling like a group of trashes inside the train
It was full and so everybody couldn't even make a move
Despite of feeling insecure, all of a sudden I felt so comfy
Their arms were linking into my body,
I was feeling protected, comfy, or even more than loved
Call me an old-fashioned, but I had never felt this way before
Never been this comfy, never been this loved..
So time went by as those warm hugs made felt like disorientation
We were arrived at the final station
We stepped out from the train, walked down the never-ending stairs at the station
I didn't mind with my foots, legs
What's not to love about walking with your fav ones?
If there were 100 stairs at that time, I would like to add 1000 more stairs so I could be more enjoying the time we were holding each other
But then I slipped the stairs, I fell so hard until I couldn't open my eyes for a while
It was totally dark, and I was like sleeping that time
As I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by lot of people, asking if I was okay
Ignoring their question, I asked them back whether they saw the one who walked with me or not
They told me that I was walking down the stairs alone
People kept telling me I'm pale and frail
I felt confuse with what was happened that time
Those face that I saw at the first station, those hand that hold me tight at the train, those people that spinning on my mind
I wondered and asked myself who were they, why even their touch I can't let go
And suddenly something hardly stabbed my chest, I couldn't see but I could feel it, something called intuition
Made me realize that all I had done was just my own illusion.
A//cd
December, 16th 2014
-Azmeirina-
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