People wants the best in their life, me too. but sometimes (well, maybe a lot) we couldn't get everything we want, everything we need. but most people has their own law, like this one :

The first could be the worst, but the last should be the best.

That's what we want, we wish, we hope. But in (almost) every story, the law is not same. The law could be like this :

The first would be the best, but the last could be the worst.

That was what happened in mine.

Why am I still stay here

1. Because forgetting you is something I never learned to do

2. Because it hurts thinking to go through days without you anymore

3. Because everyday will be different without you, no text, no phone call, no smile

4. Because I can't seem to think about anything else beside you

5. Because I can't imagine if there is another one for you

6. Because I want to always stand beside you, walk away together with you

7. Because I want to be the only one you treat well, you care a lot about

Am I selfish? Yes of course. Cause I want to be the one you love most.

We can't forget about love

[IAGO:] Forget about that guy, forget about the way you fell into his eyes
Forget about his charms, forget about the way he held you in his arms
Walking on air's obnoxious,

The thrill, the chill, will make you nauseous
And you'll never get enough

Just forget about love!

Forget about romance
Forget about the way your heart begins to dance
Then you feel the blush, when he's spouting out some sentimental mush
Love really is revolting!
It's even worse than when you're moulting
Enough of this fluff!
Just forget about love!

[JASMINE:] I had almost forgotten the way it felt,

when he held out his hand for mine
My heart all a-flutter
[IAGO:] Oh, how I shudder
[JASMINE:] The first time we kissed
[IAGO:] It won't be missed!

Forget about his touch
[JASMINE:] I can't forget about his touch
[IAGO:] In the scheme of things it doesn't matter much
[JASMINE:] It matters so much
[IAGO:] You're better on your own
A meal becomes a banquet when you eat alone

[BOTH:] Love's filled with compromises
[IAGO:] And don't you hate those big surprises?
[JASMINE:] A cozy rendezvous
[IAGO:] Oh, please!
[JASMINE:] Candlelight for two
[IAGO:] Oh, geez!
[JASMINE:] Look you're calling my bluff!
[BOTH:] (I can't) (Just) forget about love
[JASMINE:] I can't forget about my heart
[ALADDIN:] I can't forget about my heart
[JASMINE:] And how it felt to fall for you right from the start
[ALADDIN:] I'm still falling
[JASMINE:] Whatever we may do
[ALADDIN:] Whatever we may do
[JASMINE:] You are here for me and I'll be there for you
[ALADDIN:] I'll be there
[BOTH:] To wish, to want, to wonder
To find the sun through rain and thunder
[ALADDIN:] A cozy rendezvous
[JASMINE:] Yes, please!
[ALADDIN:] Candlelight for two
[IAGO:] Oh, geez! Enough is enough!
[ALADDIN and JASMINE:]
We can't forget about love!

I love you not for what you are.

I love you just the way you are.

I just dig up my old photos, and look to what I've found!

Selma looks normal, then adia looks silly, and I...........looks trying to be normal. Yeah. (who cares? lol).

Oh and I found this one, hihihi

Why am I look so cute here? :3 WKWK nei nei nei, just kidding.

,aisya

I’M TIRED

Replacing is not simple as forgetting. Forgetting is not simple as leaving. Leaving is not simple as hating. Hating is not simple as loving. Loving is just too simple, too easy to fall in.

we start it with laugh, we build it with trust, we end it with cry.

Ehm..............NO! it would never end. Yes, it's us!

we start it with laugh, we build it with trust, we end it with cry, we lead it with love.

,azmeirina Nurzuliansyah supandji (04)

9F

SMP Labschool Kebayoran

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already miss her, dwicantya

2010, Y U GOES TOO FAST?!

Wishlist of December 2010

Yeah such a bored times now. Hmm, now I wanna share my wishlist, there's something unreasonable, but I don't care :p

Here is it :

• My parents would give my cell-phone back
• Meet & greet with Ade Ray (HAHAHA ^^v)
• I'd be smart!
• I'd be wise!
• I'd be diligent!
• My mom would be wiser :)
• My math report would be >72 (OH it’s a must)
• My science report would be >72 (OH it’s a must)
• I'd enjoy my very very loooong holiday :p
• My dad would let me re-decorate my own bedroom (damn, I really need this)
• There would be something special for me (I wish, everyday) :)
• I could spend a whole day with __________ (fill the blank)

Wish it COMES TRUE! AAAMIIIN :)

, Aisya

Back to me, please

Can we go back to the days our love was strong. Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong. Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be. - I know I don't need to be alone. When I open up my eyes, to face reality. Every moment without you, it seems like eternity. I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.

(On Bended Knee - Boys II Men)

Almost Lover

Goodbye, my almost lover. Goodbye, my hopeless dream. I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be? - We walked along a crowded street. You took my hand and danced with me. - And when you left you kissed my lips. - You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no. - I never want to see you unhappy. I thought you'd want the same for me - I cannot wake up in the morning. Without you on my mind. So you're gone and I'm haunted. And I bet you are just fine. Did I make it that easy. To walk right in and out of my life?

(Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy)

Harder Than You Know

You said this would last forever, but now I doubt if I was your only lover. - How can I miss you if you never would stay? If you need time I guess I'll go away. Inside me now there's only heartache and pain. - And if you don't want me then. I guess I'll have to go.. Not loving you is harder then you know. - So I'll make the call, and I'll leave today, I'm gonna miss you 'cause I love you baby .

(Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate)

Should I'm waiting (again) ?

Do I have to be someone who wasting the time just for waiting some statement from you?

I'm not a loner. Yes, I never feel alone

Magical creature

A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.

Remember it

I'm not your best, but I'll try my best, to be your best.

Trust me.

▲▲▲▲▲▲▲

Hell yeah, I just need my own book, or a diary. A book that I could tell anything, a book that I can share my feelings, even I have my best friends, but honestly I never share my true feelings to them, just share a little thing and keep the others. My old diary has gone when I'm 9th grader, when I thought I'll never need it again, when my life goes softly, and so full of happiness, when I could get everything I wanted, everything I needed.

Now, my life goes sucks. It's full of dump. I feel tired with everything. These are list of tired :

I'm tired.

I'm tired with my score.

I'm tired with homeworks.

I'm tired with school. That's the big problem.

I'm tired with my mom.

I'm tired with my high-school life, I wanna go back to the junior high.

I'm tired with my life.

I'm tired with you.

I'm tired with everything.

I wish it's enough.

God, I just want a thing, please don't make me tired with everything, I'm sure I could enjoy my life, but now it seems so hard, can you help me to get out from this problem? I hate this kind of situation, really do. Please, always stand beside me.

100 random questions

1. How old will you be in five years?
19!

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Mom

3. How tall are you?
161 cm

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
New Year! :)

5. What’s the last movie you saw?
16 wishes

6. Who was the last person you called?
Mom

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Mom

8. What was the last text message you received?
don’t remember

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
________(fill the blank)

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Snoring

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
5 minutes ago

14. What color are your eyes?
Dark-brown

15. What time did you wake up today?
7:20 AM

16. What are you wearing right now?
Pajamas

17. What is your favorite song?
One last cry - brian mcknight

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
My Own Bedroom

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
School

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Paris & Berlin

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
Somewhere that I’ll be happy, I wish

22. Where were you 3 hours ago?

My Own Bathroom

23. Where were you last week at this time?

Probably the same place

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
When I watched my family' videos

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
6

26. How big is your bed?
Not really big

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With

29. What color are your sheets?
White

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

31. What is your favorite season?
Autumn & winter (even I never knew what autumn & winter was like)

32. What do you like about autumn?
The atmosphere

33. What do you like about winter?
Hearing snow hit the windows and the quiet stillness during a snowstorm, and the crunch of snow under your feet

34. What do you like about the summer?
Nothing, it’s too hot and I sweat and can’t sleep

35. What do you like about spring?
Flowers blooming

36. How many states provinces have you lived in?
1

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
1

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

Shoes

39. Are you a social person?
Well, maybe yes

40. What was the last thing you ate?
My own tekor sandwich (sandwich with egg & cornet)

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Don't remember

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
All of Gelatissimo's

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Tiramisu

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
cream of chicken (if canned), french onion (if ordered out)

45. What is your favorite animal?

Rabbit

46. Do you like Chinese food?
some of it

47. Do you like coffee?
Sometimes

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
2 or so

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Jasmine Tea

50. What do you want to know about the future?

Nothing, surprise is more fun

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
The right or the middle

52. Do you know how to play poker?
No, and I don’t care

53. Are you rich?

No

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
No, and I want

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
Yes

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
At school

57. What do you miss about junior high school, if anything?
All the moments I spent together with those people I miss

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?

Yes

59. Do you want kids?
No, for now

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Indonesian

61. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

Uh... of course, who hasn't?

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
No

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Pool

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
Window

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
No

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?

Save it at my own piggy bank

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
No

68. What is your favorite TV show?
I don't know

69. Can you roll your tongue?

Sometimes

70. Who is the funniest person you know

My dad, he is the funniest person ever

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
I don't know, I've just silent my phone

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Hmm yes

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
Laptop

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
Sometimes

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Sometimes opened, sometimes closed

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Big bear -_-

78. What are your plans for tonight?

Sleep

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
ranch, thousand island, cheese

80. What is your favorite food?
Beef burger

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
No

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Hells no

83. When is the last time you went to the mall?

3 days ago

84. What is your usual bedtime?

10 PM

85. What was the last book you read?
Name of the game

86. Do you read the newspaper?
Sometimes

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Not any more

89. Do you watch soap operas?
No

90. Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes, well maybe a lot (yes I know I'm look like a freak person, but it's me :p)

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
102.2 FM prambors radio

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
Hilmyanda

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
My "December 2010 - wishlist"

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Jasmine & lavender

95. What is your favorite board game?
Monopoli

96. When was the last time you got a boyfriend/girlfriend?

...........last year

97. When was the last time you smile?
A few minutes ago

98. Who was your favorite teacher in junior high school?
Mustofa & murjito. best teacher everrrrrr

99. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?

___________ (fill the blank)

100. Do you love him/her?

Hmm....yes